Easier to Be

Easier to Be
Written by Donovan L. Green
4/26/2018 10:14 PM

Easier to be an atheist than to believe my life was given by the God of love.
Easier to believe i have been cursed than to believe that it’s all just coincidence.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe that even the devil won’t buy my soul.
Easier to believe in destiny than it is to believe in the myth of freewill.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe this could possibly have any purpose.
Easier to believe in eternal damnation from a previous life than strive for better.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe god locked me up in a room with Satan.
Easier to imagine that I am going to someday accidental stumble into my one and only, my forever love, my soul mate, my angle, and she and I will fall madly in love and live happily ever after than it is believe anything I have ever been told by anyone.

Never a Chance

Never a Chance
Written by Donovan L. Green,
4/20/2018 9:37:16 PM

Was never even close
Not ever a thought
Was not supposed to be
Should have never been
Cheated having life
A life was given though
No soul designated
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

It’s me all that – am
All – will ever be
Nothing more – could be
You know it’s just me
Cheated having spirit
To me a spirit was given
Like spit in the wind
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

– wonder alone along
Discarded and deserted
Down the dirty path
Seeking acceptance
Discouraged and depleted
Instead find nothing
Nothing but the same
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

It’s me, all that – am
All that – will ever be
But it’s all – have
All – ever have
Nothing more could – have
Like spit in the wind
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

Ever since the beginning
Alone – laid alone – played
Nothing else – never knew
Alone – stayed and alone – prayed
Never afraid still – paid
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

The price for the gain
The life should never been
The soulless discouraged
Nothing more than the same
Just a broken spirit
An old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit

But it’s all i’ll ever have
With my old rusty broken
Discarded unwanted spirit
Down the dirty path
Seeking acceptance
The only success to ever be
Is never haven given up