Easier to Be

Easier to Be
Written by Donovan L. Green
4/26/2018 10:14 PM

Easier to be an atheist than to believe my life was given by the God of love.
Easier to believe i have been cursed than to believe that it’s all just coincidence.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe that even the devil won’t buy my soul.
Easier to believe in destiny than it is to believe in the myth of freewill.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe this could possibly have any purpose.
Easier to believe in eternal damnation from a previous life than strive for better.
Easier to be an atheist than to believe god locked me up in a room with Satan.
Easier to imagine that I am going to someday accidental stumble into my one and only, my forever love, my soul mate, my angle, and she and I will fall madly in love and live happily ever after than it is believe anything I have ever been told by anyone.

Author: d

i have had a couple of close friends short term, but otherwise i have spent my whole life alone. My parents distanced themselves from me but not my siblings. Loneliness happens when we are not acceptable for who we are. Not being accepted is a thick heavy shroud that is impossible to lift without being accepted. i have come close to giving up a few times but somehow i fight on for the hope that someday i will meet others, like me, and they will accept me like i accept them. littlegreenthing.com has been many things, but now it is another attempt to connect with others that feel the same weight that i do.

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